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For some time now your hopes and expectations have been denied… and because of this you are becoming withdrawn and introverted. Continual disappointment has manifested itself in you becoming both suspicious and restrained… you have become withdrawn from others and have receded more and more into yourself. You seem to have lost your innate enthusiasm and imaginative nature, for fear that you may be carried away by it only to find that you are wasting your time. You are loath to trust people as in the past your trust has been misplaced. You seem to be keeping yourself cautiously aloof from others. At this moment in time your attitude is to trust no-body… until they can prove themselves to you.

Recent disappointment has led you to become truly introverted. You are becoming suspicious of everybody and consequently you now feel that you are unable to trust anybody.. Unfortunately it would appear that you are curbing your natural enthusiasm and imaginative nature… perhaps this is because you are fearful that you may become over enthused and find that you could possibly be carried away by wishful thinking… You are keeping your distance to see whether attitudes towards you are sincere – but this watchfulness could easily develop into suspicion and distrust.

You really would like to be completely uninhibited… to let your hair down.. but you are held back by a sense of logic since you realise that by simple stupidity you could lose everything… whatever that may be…

Yawn.

Candice start essay now.
Or sleep.

Hm.
Sleep.

If I was on a bicycle, I’d be out the back door by now.

mmm… antifreeze.

Well, of course I’ve seen the Jack Chick website. Not so much anymore, but I used to be the sort of person to whom a higher than average number or tracts would be offered. Something about the way I dressed making me appear to be prime Satan bait or something… I used to have a tract collection, I wish I knew what happened to it… I guess that walking past the Eaton Centre every now and then would help me get that back together again.

Better than the real thing is the Jack T. Chick Parody Archive. Haven’t visted that site in awhiles…. Ahhh…. beauty.

Took Sean to class today.
Pretentious arty bullshit, apparently it is.
I have no comment.

I should also add to that last post.
It’s not even 11.
I’m still drinking.
Out of a Lord of the Rings Frodo cup.
And skipping class.

Oh, I so rule.

Reconsidering a previous entry…

drinking out of a Lord of the Rings collectors cup (Frodo style)… puts us past the loser mark.

feel

odd obligation to post to webpage

it misses me

it’s all uglified and i don’t care

i feel bad

last design was better

my template is crying on the inside

wait

this is one of those things that i hate to talk about because…

no one gives a shit

*yawn*

i bore myself

i think my brains are now located in my fingers, really

really.