“We have seen that the tendency to justify our past behavior can lead us into an escalation of rationalizations that can be disastrous. The irony, of course, is that, in order to avoid thinking of ourselves as stupid or immoral, we set the stage for increasing our acts of stupidity or immorality. Is there any antidote to the rationalization trap? Although it is clear that most of us will go to great length to justify our actions, it is clear that, if that is all we did, we would never learn from our experience; human beings cannot live by consonance alone.”

Okay, so isn’t this one of those times where my brain is meant to come up with some goddamn rationalization? ‘Cause it had damn well better hurry up about that shit. I’m feeling pretty stupid and immoral. And I think I’d do fairly well with some consonance.

There are so many things that I would change right now.

How About Another Last Name?

Apparently the Institute for Naming Children Humanely finds my middle name unacceptable. Not only is it unisex, it was also originally a last name. Peh. This is the case with all middle names of the children in my family. Taylor, Martin, Wilds, Gregory. They all work except for one. Wilds is a bit of an odd middle name, wouldn’t you say… It’s alright, my sister is odd, so it fits.

They don’t like my first name at the site, either. The nickname “Candy” is just asking for it, they say. Well, I can’t totally disagree with that, but, well… boo to you. I’m all set if I want to become a porn star…